One tear in the drivin' rain.

Busy, Busy, Busy!
School's starting in a couple weeks, and i'm pretty sure i'm not ready, but i'll survive, i suppose.
We've been doing lots of canning in the past couple days. We got tons of tomatoes, peppers, cucumbers, hot banana peppers & zucchini.
So we made salsa, relish, sliced the banana peppers, which we'll probably just use like jalapenos 'cause they're just about as hot! I was taking the seeds out of them without gloves. STUPID. My fingers are currently burning like crazy! :/
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Anyway. For some reason, i can't wait 'til i'm 15. Maybe just the thought of a new year is refreshing. My idea of 2011 being the best year ever (?????) was false. Maybe 2012 will be better. Hey, a girl can hope. :)
I can't complain, i really can't. I do love my life, it just could be better. I guess it could always be better. . .
Sometimes i just wish things could be a lil different. It's probably my own issues making me have bad days. I just feel so overwhelmed sometimes. Everything is confusing & hazy, my emotions are mixed up, i can feel angry one second, and like crying the next, and laughing the next. No, that's not bipolar, ;) That's being a teen.
I can't believe how fast this year has passed. It's not over yet, but summer's over! It's crazy.

It was raining today, and so i thought of the beautiful song by superchic[k].

*Stand in the rain, stand your ground, stand up when it's all crashing down, stand through the pain, you won't drown, and one day, what's lost can be found, you stand in the rain*


Just know there is a purpose, for those who wait.
That's all i can think to type.
With lots & lots of love, i'm totally outa here.
**Mandi Ann